My chest splinters into a million peices.
I could not stand to look at you for fear
…that I would fall into something I couldn’t find my way out of.
Now I cannot look at you, for I have despite it.
And why did I foolishly get in
Over my head.
What was there to hold onto once I began drowning?
I have drifted out too far
In an unknown ocean
With a pocketfull of sand
And a heavy heart